ranting (not bad!)

i have to will myself to do something while i'm sick. i can't believe this is going to be it.

james mardsen is the most versatile actor ever. EVER. convince me otherwise if you'd like.
making the band 4 is the best show on television right now. its new drama every week. and i know its a reality show, but those post-production editors are just plain amazing. (sidenote: what ever happened to o-town?)
everyone is entitled to an off day. and at least once a week, a person should be in their zone. but every day cannot be an off day, and every day will not be a zone day. but everyday should be a good day. (sidebar: damn, i do NOT want to get up at 6 in the morning...)
i'm thinking of writing music again. just some chord changes and maybe some good lyrics. everything i've ever put together has been like program music. i think i just wanna jam out and record it or something. i'm so glad i passed that guitar off to alex. he's using it way more than i ever really did. plus i'm boug, and the thing made my fingers look like shit. can't have that.
anybody wanna get me a chi-sox and/or a bo-sox fitted? thanks.
spring is finally here!!! YAY! too bad its been raining all week, and it got warm today. (i have a mold allergy. yesterday and today i've been set up. crikey.)
time to sleep now. yay. i hope its cool out in the AM, so i don't have to feel worse. :-D