background.

i tend to get into writing really fast and then i give absolutely no background information so that it can be seen where my perspective is being derived from. and i completely appologize for that.

i am a 22 year old black woman. there's a lot of things that i am, but that's what i identify with. i do not capitalize anything but God. (nothing comes higher.) i like to write. its an emotional therapy for me. sometimes its prose, sometimes its not. either way, its writing and that is what counts. i love music. i'd like to call myself a musician but i can't rightfully say that i am anymore. i'm just some girl that really likes singing. i wear a lot of my emotions on my sleeve. i have been a product consultant and makeup artist for about a year now. those are some master classes i cannot WAIT to take. my best friends are males, growing into beautiful men. i'm madly in love with the most honest man in the entire world. or maybe he's just a beautiful liar and this is a twisted nightmare. it matters but it doesn't. he'll probably be the subject of a couple of these. i have been having this lifelong battle with my self-image and my weight. i've noticed that the better i feel about myself, the slimmer i get. i'm finally getting comfortable in the skin i'm in... so its easier to let the extra skin go. i write what i feel, and i do not appologize for it. if you would like to express like or dislike, feel free to comment or email me. (vic.i.will@gmail.com) sometimes i need a little food for thought. deep down, i want to smile all the time. and i'll do a lot to ensure that. but i want the people in my life that matter to smile more, sometimes more than i. you'll see all of this. just keep reading...