{...no friends, no phones, no 2ways...}

my dude got me listenin to every single arrangement of "going in circles" that exists.
its a beautiful fucking piece. my major problem with pop music is no one ever wants it to NOT sound like the demo.
so it's never really owned, you know. its not really an arrangement, just like a "rendition"...
but that's fine. deep down, i just wanna feel the NOT loneliness that comes with that song.
(it'd be nice to NOT be layin here alone, but whatever.)
when i'm lonely, i listen to lonely person hits.
"after the love has gone", "going in circles", "cause i love you".
then that leads to new knockers
"we should be", "say it", "if i was your man".
all this to say, r&b is not for the emotionally charged.
i'm feeling new things with every song on my playlist.
but whatever... life is abt making due.
someone should write a song about THAT.