mmmm that was refreshing.

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't list names):
1. i love you more than i could ever account for. i wish that we could be so much closer than we are... i'm ready. i have been. you're amazing. i can't imagine my life without you. and you feel so much more real every time i'm with you. i just want you to touch me and make me smile... not that you can't do that with major ease.
2. i wish we talked more... but all you do is complain, and i actually try really hard to stay away from that energy. it really irritates me actually. you're the best but damn... fall back with that.
3. i can't wait to see how much further our relationship is going to go. you're the best! mexican is the fucking best with you. :)
4. i can't wait until you realize i can be the best you ever had. i can be the best you'll ever have if you let me. i respect that you want to keep your life's ills away from me, but i want to be there for you. i really do. so just let me get closer, and i promise i won't hurt you.
5. you play these fucking games little boy, and i want you to grow the fuck up. all i ever asked you to be was honest with me, and in that fucking hood term "keep it 100%". i kept the g code for your stupid ass, but you can't even give me that. i'm not asking you for shit, i'm just asking you to do what you say you're going to do... you said it, just follow up. damn... i hope you get it right for the next girl.
6. i don't love you anymore... and i'm glad i don't. i lost the ring you gave me.. and up until today, i felt horrible about it. now... i lost it a long time ago, but i lost you a long time ago too. except now, i'm ready to finally let it go.
7. i'll never forget the things you said about me or the things you did to me... i can't. and i won't. i'm over it, and i hope to no end that your life is wonderful, i just don't want to be apart of it. you are fake, and i do believe you will get everything that's coming to you, but none the less.. i hope it doesn't hurt you half as much as you hurt me.
8. i love you girl. lemme get a GB!
9. thanks for helping me come to the realization that everything i do is a choice, and you will always be there for me. thank you so much.
10. the way you make me feel is indescribable. i know its love, but i know its more. our relationship is so subtle, but obvious.. and i love the way it layers more than anything. you are so much to me... and your heart is home.. let me come back.

Nine things about yourself:
1. i truly am a happy person. too many things have gotten in the way of that, but its true, i am.
2. music is the only thing that never lets me down.
3. i can't be had... but if you asked me, i'd allow myself to be taken.
4. i'm so happy right now. and it's so real.
5. my spirituality is real, even if it's just to me. i love it. keeps me so balanced.
6. everything in my life happens for a reason.
7. choices made are what have made my life what it is.
8. my circle is the best in the world.
9. i'm the best person you'll ever meet. ever. don't try to convince me otherwise.

Eight ways to win your heart:
1. hold my hand... without me asking
2. push me to my limits, but never beyond, unless i ask.
3. give me the space i ask for.
4. honesty is always the best policy.
5. spontaneity is the spice of life.
6. remind me that you are very much aware of my presence, not just in the world, but in your life as well.
7. play in my hair.
8. make music with me.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. my person.
2. the future.
3. how to make good vibes.
4. traveling.
5. music.
6. partying.
7. money.

Six things you wish you never had to do:
1. fail.
2. cry.
3. long for...
4. toil.
5. encounter set backs.
6. feel negative vibes.

Five turn offs:
1. ugly teeth.
2. liars.
3. robots.
4. bad music.
5. complainers.

Four turn ons:
1. physical, emotional, and mental strength.
2. gentle touches.
3. honesty.
4. musical inclination.

Three wishes for your future:
1. prosperity.
2. a-perfect-for-my-life partner.
3. bookoo money.

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. sing you life.
2. free myself from all pain.

One emotion as of right now:
1. refreshed.